Li Yan’s village has a relatively low level of education, and most of them have not read anything, so they have no correct understanding of many things.

Li Yan’s mother lived up to expectations and gave birth to two sons to Li Yan’s father, but they were twins
Being born is a very happy thing, but the birth of twins in this village is a great news for this family.
People in the village firmly believe that the village can’t have two people who look very similar at the same time.
I don’t know when it came to say that if a family gave birth to twins, the family would be haunted by evil spirits and never be able to live again.
More importantly, if you don’t do this, it will bring a serious curse to the village.
The only solution is to kill one of these two children before they can drive away the evil spirits in their family.
At that time, the mother-in-law who delivered Li Yan’s mother almost fainted when she saw that her mother gave birth to twins.
Fortunately, Li Yan’s parents and the midwife knew at that time.
But they need the midwife to block the news here
At that time, Li Yan’s mother refused to kill one of their brothers anyway, and Li Yan’s mother tried her best to persuade them to save their lives.
Finally, the midwife threatened Li Yan’s family that if one of the children was not killed, it would not only bring great disaster to their family, but also bring harm to the villagers.
No matter how Li Yan’s mother begged her, she didn’t get the midwife’s consent.
Finally, Li Yan’s father thought of two ways, that is, to leave one child in the village and then take another child to the town.
Because the midwife is a relative of their family, these words must make sense, or they will certainly agree if their interests are not harmed.
Li Yan’s family was held a one-hundred-day baby feast, and there was a child, Li Yan.
While Li Yan’s younger brother was able to stay in the room.
Li Yan’s parents announced that they had a child in their family, and this matter was slowly hidden.
But after all, paper can’t hold fire. Slowly, some people in the village say that Li Yan’s family gave birth to two children.
Because there was a famine in the village that year, everyone blamed it on Li Yan’s family, saying that it was because Li Yan’s family gave birth to two identical children, and they were punished by ghosts.
Under the pressure of public opinion in the village, Li Yan’s younger brother was sent to the village next door for foster care by his father, and a generous sum of money was given to their family every year.
Finally, when everyone in the village thought that there was another child hidden in their house, the villagers were led directly into Li Yan’s house by the village chief and searched, but in the end there was nothing.
Li Yan is still very young, but I clearly remember that after the villagers came home, my mother cried at home, and there was no way for her father to comfort her.
He remembers that his mother was very firm and said to his father, "We must move to the town, and I have to support both my children."
Mother was disappointed, and her mother decided that he would engrave all this in his mind.
Although everyone in the village didn’t find any evidence, in their eyes, the famine in the village was brought out by their family and appeared here.
Li Yan’s family in the village has a very hard life and will always be accused by the villagers.
Plus another extra export, every year, the villagers next door will be given a foster home. The Li Yan family said that it would be delayed to move to the town.
Because people in the village will doubt; Li Yan’s family seldom has a chance to see their children. It is only during holidays that Li Yan’s mother takes Li Yan to see her children.
It’s only that chance every year, and Li Yan knows very well that this kind of opportunity is rare. Every time he goes, he always leaves his favorite toys and food for his younger brother and then goes with his mother.
Because others foster brother Li Yan, the feelings are not particularly good, but Li Yan seems to be his brother and must be kind to his brother.
Every time Li Yan’s younger brother sees his mother and brother coming, he is very special. Although there are not many opportunities to meet each other, it is hard to give up this relationship.
In the first few years, Li Yan’s mother always wanted to see her children, but the situation in the village and her own economic conditions did not allow Li Yan’s mother to cry every time she went.
Every time I go, it’s actually when Li Yan’s family sends money to their family. Although it’s nominally foster care, my brother’s family has a hard life. Li Yan’s skin is fair, but his brother is dark. At first glance, he often works in the farmland
Once Li Yan’s mother cried in front of her when she saw her child like that.
Li Yan always lives in his brother’s guilt.
Every time my mother comes home, she always quarrels with her father. She always says that her father can’t make more money to support his two children without it.
When parents quarrel, Li Yan always blames himself for all this, and he has caused disharmony at home and his brother’s life.
There is still a saying in the village that it is impossible to have two people who look exactly the same in the same house at the same time.
When Li Yan was a child, she always saw such a scene in the village. Because of the unwritten rules of the village, there would be newborn babies who were killed alive in the village and then directly thrown to the side of the road.
The bloodiest scene that Li Yan saw was that people in the village snatched her child from the person who had just given birth, and people stared at it and were killed in this way.
In this case, no one has ever come out to stop them from doing it, and there are even people cheering and cheering.
Li Yan imagined several times that she would be thrown into the street like this and killed by the villagers.
The end result is an excuse to protect the interests in the village, and then it will gradually fade away from people’s memory.
Li Yan is extremely disgusted with this idea in the village, and I don’t know how many newborn babies’ lives have been destroyed.
For Li Yan, this is a nightmare.
However, with the growth of age, Li Yan feels that the sense of distance between himself and his younger brother is getting bigger and bigger, especially after; The intimate feeling before my brother was sensible just slowly disappeared.
Although my mother and I always visit my brother during the holidays every year, the reaction is very different.
A mother will ask her son what happened, and often she will be silent.
What did another village bring to his brother? Li Yan knew that his brother was in pain, and his body was scarred and emaciated. Li Yan couldn’t get rid of pictures in his mind.
"Ahem" Li Yan coughed violently and couldn’t help but shed tears because of pain.
"Uncle Yan, you" Longyou choked up a little. This growing environment is unbearable for ordinary people. He can’t be white. What happened to Uncle Yan’s brother became what he is today.
"Little Dragon, Uncle Yan is middle-aged. These things have been in the past for a long time. It’s really true that I told you so much today." Yan Yan wiped her tears and smiled shyly.
These things have been buried in Li Yan’s heart. I don’t know how long it has been. Today, there has never been a’ sex’ in front of Longyou. He suddenly felt that he had to solve his heart for so many years. Generally, Li Yan didn’t dare to decide so easily before he really met his brother.
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Chapter 343 The past is unbearable
"Yan Shu, you can rest assured that I won’t tell others that you have suffered a lot in your heart for so many years." Longyou comforted and gave Li Yanduan a cup of hot tea.
Today, Li Yan’s harvest here proved to be a lot of longyou corners of the mouth slipped a subtle smile and gave Li Yan a light look.
It’s much deeper to bear such pain and live hard all my life, even if it’s better than this.
Li Yan glanced out of the window and felt a little better. This happened after speaking.
Even when Li Yan was very young, Li Yan’s mother always told Li Yan that she had a twin brother. Li Yan always has a particularly strong sense of guilt when he knows that he has lived better than his brother.
It was not until later that the economic conditions of Li Yan’s family improved that they were able to move to the town.